Saturday, March 17, 2007

Chillin Like a Villain

This is me-self GracelessFawn, chillin' like a villain and getting ready for the ultimate all-night hardcore partying (and dancing).
Smilin at me-self and taking another look at me-self in the mirror. Mirror, mirror on the wall.......... I am starting to like myself more these days. Yes, I still look the same, but I have started to like myself. I guess, that's a good sign. (I know for a fact that being happy with one's self is a great thing.)
I am just me. I am the villain. Now, I am more comfortable with myself, my facial features and how I look, than I have ever been all over the years. Its a great feeling to be free from my insecurities and fears.
I am not vain and I know that I am endowed with more brain cells, compassion, curiousity, the drive to party and the drive to learn something new every day, writing skills (a little anyway), creativity, wisdom and loads of inner strengths than I am with physical attributes, but it doesn't bother me. I am happy to be who I am and I am happy to be me!
This is my best mate Lyndaile. She's a very great friend. She's friggin cool and amazing! She never fails to support me every time I am in need of support, encourage me when I feel down, make me laugh when I start to get stressed or when I despair, hang-out and party with me when I am bored, carry me through life when I couldn't walk anymore, carry my burdens for me when I couldn't any longer. She also loves sharing good and happy times with me. (And we've shared some pretty great times, loads of it.) I hope that I am doing a half-way decent job of being a good friend to her, the way she is to me. Cheers to the great times! Cheers to the shared bad times, as well! (The bad times would have been hell if you weren't my friend).
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I also have a best friend who's fantastic and great in a lot of ways because he tells me all the bad and good things about me, most especially the bad ones. He enables me to see my strengths and weaknesses and he is not afraid to tell (me) the truth, no matter what and he is never afraid to tell me that I am wrong, if he thinks I am. He encourages me and stimulates my mind. (I learn a lot of things from him.) He is a great listener and I love the conversations (they are always fun, stimulating, interesting and fantastic)! He is a friend that I wanna keep forever for he is very special and a rare treasure to find. What great friendship!
Just hanging-out and having a wee bit of fun. Ohhhhhhh.... I love ladies night! Free booze at the Witch's Tavern (for ladies) every Wednesday from 4PM til 9PM.
Chillin' some more. I think that my bestfriend is lurvin the Rum + Coke. Do you want another one Lyndaile? There's more over there! *points to a counter*
This is the Villain laughing, giggling, smiling and happy! This is the Villain laughing, giggling, smiling and happy!
This is my best mate and I trying our darnest best to crack a joke. We failed. So, we started goofing around and made silly funny faces. (That's what we were trying to do.)
Partying and having a good time. I wonder what happened to my drink. Waiter, may I have Vodka + Orange Juice please?
Aight... This is my 1st drink and I am waiting for my 2nd. Now, we're talking! Party time fellas! I wonder where Lyndaile went. Hmmmmmmmmm.
This is Newton, a dude we met in the bar (that night). It was loads of fun to hit the dance floor with him and he was so kewl. Don't worry fellas. I am one smart lady. The stuff I do in bars, the people I met there, the people I dance with,.... I leave them in the bar (where it/they should be) when it is time to go home. Inside a bar/disco/pub, I talk to people, socialize, meet people, but I have learned to separate 'real life vs party life.' I guess, I've learned my lessons and I'm glad I did.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Heeey Janyn! You and Lyndaile were tons of fun to hang out with! Hope to see you both in Bangkok at Lucifer, I mean LAVA!!

GracelessFawn said...

Sounds fantastic Joey!

BTW, can you please send me your travel blog again? I misplaced that piece of paper. Thanks.

I hope you're having a chilled time in Pattaya. Lyndaile was gonna go to Pattaya for Songkran, but she felt oblige to be with her cousins.

Anyhooo... send Lyndaile and I a holler if you pass by Bangkok.

- Janyn