Blurbs

When I was born, I was closest to being a complete and decent human being. I wasn't corrupted by the world as yet. My thoughts were purely mine, my actions my own and not done to please others, nor to conform to what the collective majority perceives to be acceptable, or do what has to be done.

I am no longer a child and everyday I struggle to conform with everybody else. I struggle in my day to day battles to find my way in the middle of the chaos, and to propel myself forward in a society that sometimes move back and forth. I ponder at crossroads, uncertain where it might take me, but I keep trying, taking my chances, hoping that I learn valuable and important lessons as I journey through.

At the moment, I feel that I am drowing. Drowned in this big wide world, the parties, the drinking and my friends. Do I still exist? Can I still find myself somewhere in the middle of the chaos? Have I disappeared? Have I drowned, forever lost in the middle of the confusion, the parties, the drinks? How do I stop myself from drowning? How do I stop the world from engulfing me? I guess, in the end, it never stops. Destiny brought us into this world. Maybe, we are all here to suffer. Maybe, we are all here to drown. Or maybe, we are all here to party. Maybe, we're all here to have fun!

- copied from
Drowned to Life
by GracelessFawn