Friday, February 08, 2008

Twenty Seven!

I just turned 27 and 500 last month. You'd think I have it all figured out. You're wrong though. I still wonder why I'm here. And I still wonder where I'm going. I have goals, dreams and general plans about where I want to be, but it's a big world out there and life has no guarantees.
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I'm scared of failure. Partly because no one will be there to catch me if I fall, not even my family, but also because it's just me against the world. Failure is not an option for me. It's just me who's got my back. A scary thought......
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But I no longer swim against the current. I just go with the flow, see where the currents take me. I just hope I'm not floatinfg around in circles.
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So where am I going? I'll get back to you on that. As I said earlier, I still haven't figured it all out.

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